Sunday, July 26, 2009

Steam boat

After work today, got a date with uncle tan, jiang jun and me.=) dun know where is uncle tan taking me to. Later then i know is Jiang jun taking us to eat steam boat. Very weird to go out with only the three of us. Jiang jun was late, really very very very weird.

Then we went to bugis there to eat steamboat. The feeling is one word. SUPER WEIRD!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Tired...

Work...

Started work at 8.30am in the morning! Worked at RnC dept... OMG i cant believe, my sup. very handsome wor. actually not la... From far, nice, near not nice. He got a great smile, seldom talk, shy i guess, looks around 30 plus plus, got chest muscles, tanned! OMG! Office work ended at 5, then rush down to Gv to start work at 6pm, then finally end work at 1.40am. VERY TIRED! but still washing clothes.. haiz...

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

He Carried ME!

Work...
My butt hurts. Today, i was talking to jiang jun when suddenly I notice that the cup jiang jun was drinking was Ai hong's. He took the wrong cup of water and happily drinking. Ai Hong and him have the same cup, and so nice they drank plain water that day. He said if I were to let out this secret, I will be dead! This is the second time I saw him drinking the wrong water! haha... Then I keep laughing non stop, then i went to Ai Hong and I said, i wanna tell her a secret. Then he dragged me back into the prep room, carried me and wanted to throw me in the ICE MACHINE! And for goodness, that ICE MACHINE hole was like damm smal la! There is no way he can threw me in. Of course, I struggled! Then you know he is so damm tall, and imgaine i fell from his hands... OMG my butt hurts! Blue black liao =(.

When I went home, Ai Hong was nagging at him. Then he threaten to threw Ai Hong in the ICE MACHINE. Haha... Jiang Jun is getting more and more violent!

Love Matter...
I m running out of patient when i am talking to yong kum seng. Especially on the phone, I cant hear what he mumbled.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Physical contact

Work...

I was moody, no mood to work. Jiang jun is going to be transferred out. I dun wan ai hong or jiang jun to be transferred out! And plus i was sleepy, so I didn't answered what aunty sam moi asked, until jiang jun came. My mood suddenly changed to be more lively, happier.

Li kheng told Jiang Jun about the transfer, and he said okie! Then after that he said, you are also leaving liao, so no point of him staying. Then I said, who say I leaving... Then he stun. And Omg! today he touched my hand! I was taking drinks, then keying things with another hand, sudenly he came to my side and say he take then his hands grabbed mine! then i let go! Good sign =). Or is he just flirting around? hmmm...

Friday, July 10, 2009

Disappointment

Work...

haiz... Ai Hong told me she that she bluff me! Jiang jun never said that he liked me. So it only I think too much. Disappointment sia.

Today, work was fun, sing song, wipe here and there. Mardiana said that she is pregant with jiang jun and nicholas huang kids, one is call jiang shi and the other wan is call huang hou. My toes were painful so i took off my shoe. Rauf and jiang jun keep hiding my shoe. Then we fought. I lost, i was thrown in the bin, right inside the bin! And jiang jun strength was damm strong, kaoz. My hands all red liao. Irwan said, jiang jun was like my bf like that. He dragged me from box office to prep room, to fight. OMG!

When i am talking to Ai Hong, jiang jun always come and interrupt. Showed Ai hong the videos in my handphone, jiang jun come and take away my handphone. When i am looking at my schedule, jiang jun snatch it away from me. when i talk to Ai hong, he will come and say talk to him. When i was watching transformer alone, at the end of the show he came in, when he is suppose to do stocktake. He is always the one who always disturb me first, or talk to me first, he claims that he is bored. Then i will revenge! The way, he tried to explain that it's a guy looking for him, when Ai Hong said his gf come and look for him. He knew a lot about me, but i know nothing about him. He knew about my bf stuff, even when I never told him. He even always wants to see what I am eating. Am i being too over sensitive or what...

Reasons why i think he dun like me. He told aunty sew kee before that I am too independent. Work that girls normally cant do, like carrying a 25kg syrup, raw corns, sugar, I can all do it myself. He always sits in front of my bf stall and eat his mixed rice. If he like me, he not scare my bf will chop him ar.

haiz... A question that i will never get an answer...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Eye Contact

Work...
I hate making eye contacts! to customer maybe can lah, but to friends very seldom i will look into their eyes for more than 5 seconds the maximum. Even to my bf, i dun even look at him for long also. Guess what, today I make eye contact with jiang jun for quite a number of times you know! We are like practically staring into each other eyes, what a weird feeling... He threw his temper by banging things when i told him i heard something about him, but never tell him is what lah. But after a while, he is okie again. This is what we call mood swing... haha...

Ai Hong wasnt talking much today, find it very weird. Ah ling tell me that she is a les, and gave me a wet kiss... OMG! haiz... tml my turn to do, candy bar closing =(...

Monday, July 6, 2009

Popper

Work...

Today, Jiang Jun did opening, and i m doing cb closing without ai hong! Aunty sew kee wants me to scrub the popper, then my new trainee, ah ling, will do the cleaning of the metal parts. Then haha, when i saw ah ling washing the big big metal parts, i kicked jiang jun and ask him, are you a man or not, see a small girl carry the metal parts so heavy also dun want to help. Then he gave me that kind of look. then I ignored him, go out and scrub the popper, scrub until i sweat sia. then jiang jun stroll out and look at me, then he said, need my help? Of course i gave him an evil grin, and said, so what you waiting for... hahaha.. then he helped me scrubed. then he scrubbed finished and pass it on to aunty sew kee to wash, aunty sew kee began her nagging again. jiang jun ar, you wash popper not clean want, still very black you know, and blah blah blah. then jiang jun came and told me, next time, if she is washing the popper, dun ever wish that he will ever help again... haha...

Saturday, July 4, 2009

JJ

Work + Love matters...

Very tired!!! But it was quite fun =). Today down with flu. Definitely not swine flu! today, Ai hong pulled me aside and say,"You know wailing, jiang jun that day secretly told me that he admire you, and he sounds quite serious." then i say nah, he knew i got a bf. A bf that is no longer as close as we used to. then after that auntie happened to overheard our conservation, and commented that later my bf will carry his knife out and chop him... haha... If i dun have a bf now, i guess i will definitely say a yes if he ask me... but too bad, haiz, i am stuck with that cute little fat boy. i think i am starting to like jiang jun. Thats why I like GV, a place for me to flirt...

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

oh my god...

Work...
Tired. Damn tired. worked 13 hour for 3 days! The management really sux! I don't know why they always think I am slacking around. Each time I want to eat, they will say there are other things to do. Li kheng is damm sarcastic! Just because I got an voucher in my cash summary, Li kheng say," if you dun like people to do that to you, then dun do it to others." I dun know what she talking also, anyway those voucher I only pass them to jiang jun and ai hong what. Then coke syrup is leaking, she happen to pass by tell her she say why tell her. Then two days ago, she spotted that it is still leaking, she say why never tell her. wtf! I packing nachos, then floor staff free, they help me, then she say that why must have two person pack nachos, so i left the floor staff packing nachos, then end up she have to clear theatre, so my nachos were left unpacked. I got lots of complaints about that damm management!

Love Matters...
Omg! yesterday, ai hong told me, jiang jun is my secret admirer for a long time liao. Is she joking or is she serious? yong kum seng said that it was quite obvious, When i asked him how obvious is that, he cant give example. actually i got a little bit of like jiang jun, sometimes. Feel like talking to someone about my feeling, but who can I talk to? Actually i sense it, but i always think maybe i was too sensitive. haiz...

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Back to work

Exams are over finally. Now have to find a new job urgently, everyone is rushing me to find a job. But i just do not know where to start from! I hate the feeling now, continue doing part time at Gv now.

Work...
Aunty sew kee quarrel with Jiang Jun over a popper. Me and jiang jun did openning a few days back, then ends roughly the same time, then i was dragged to do box, the station i hate most, ended up sew kee ask jiang jun to clean the salted popper. He ask her back there is so many closing people what they do and why must he clean, then later he was throwing his temper and sew kee was complaining about him. then i offered to help him clean the stuff, but he wans to clean it himself.so thats how the war began.

Love Matters...
Nothing much happen between us. He is still as fat, heavy smoker, still as short.

Monday, April 20, 2009

Shooting Star

Night Outing
Went out with yong kum seng at night. Sat outside of 7-11. Talk about work, gossip about my irrating dad. Then suddenly I saw a shooting star! The third time i saw a shooting star in singapore! This shooting star was the brightest I had seen, and it was big and blue, it flew damm fast! OMG!

Family
My dad made my mom cried. Took her motorbike end up she have to walk to her line dance place. My mom wanted to fetch me to work, end up I had to go myself last minute, just because he took the motorbike without saying! He wanted my mom to write a quotation, when my mom ask him whats the amount and how he wanted it to be typed, he said my mom was irrating! I HATE HIM!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Boring studies...

Studies
My MA overseas lecturer was boring, i fell asleep, cant get what she was talking also. I got my paper back only got 18 marks, but what can i expect when i did only one and a half question out of 4 question. but then i got two good in my essay!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Tired...

Work
Today candy bar closing with Jiang Jun, Nigel, and Yew Kai! Jiang Jun getting slacker each and everyday, Nigel see mood work, Yew Kai attachment so he cant be bother. When i reached there, candy bar was quite empty, then Jiang Jun, Nigel and Yew Kai went out to buy food for themselves! They just start work less than half an hour ago! I was damm pissed off, they came back, and three of them start eating there, and still no one top up, I ask other people to help instead, then I told nigel and Yew Kai off, and while Jiang Jun i totally ignored him! I guess he knew something was wrong, then he quickly find something to do. Vwey tiring today, but still ended 5 minutes early.

Dream
I dreamt that i was studying at the pavement with xiao wen, when suddenly my mom came out and spot check. Then i heard got police de siren, then Yong Kum Seng came along, then as usual, we went to see what happen. When we reached, we saw xiao qiang commit sucide, then after that yong kum seng gave me xiao qiang clothes, then he took his bag, then we together took it and were looking for a letter with his last words, but too bad cannot find, but we found a love letter to Jane, then i woke up liao.

Love Matters!

Yong Kum Send die die also duno want to quit smoking how?

Friday, April 10, 2009

Happy +0

Love Matters...
Got over with xiao qiang! haha... Must remember i Love Yong Kum Seng!

Work.
Closing Candy bar with Sew kee, rauf, zuliana! I abit slack today, popcorn burn my hand got 6 bubbles! Pain pain! Ended 5 mins after our supposed time. But was fun =). Yong kum seng help me apply medication after work.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Politics at GV

Work
Joyce did opening, I did mid shift. I was playing with roushen, cause she never do her closing properly, together with the other people la. Then we bully her, tell her must help candy bar, because candy bar was quite empty, Joyce have her own personal matters. Then left me alone at candy bar, pack nachos, top up, pack nuts, stocks came in, arrange stocks, damm a lot to do sia. Then i told roushen, I will revenge her for giving me a hard time today. Then next thing i knew was Mardiana cried! Because she was the one doing stock take yesterday! And it sounds like i blaming on her i suppose. But i swear i dun mean it, really felt gulity sia. But ended up, she say it wasn't because of me, its because, she kena backstab by the Gv small gang, which is also her closest friends in GV.

Note : GV small gang => people who always hang around at the smoking area, they might also call it SA, whether got session or not, they also hack care, they also invented one new rule, according to them, smoke first then top up or cleaning things. Always there to gossip and create more and more trouble.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Why does my heart aches?

Family Matters#$%^
I hate my father! I really hate him! He gambles, gambles & gambles! He always claims that he can repay all his debts! end up he cant even repay a single, everytime have to depend on my mother! If really can no need to always ask my mother for help liao la! b*st*rd! I always hate him! He blames my mother for asking him to quit gambling, he said because he quit gambling, he got no income! Now he borrow from his credit cards! So what we have to pay for him that is it? That is legal lending of money, our pastlife owe him ar! Arghz feel like beating him up!

Love Matters...
Xiao qiang disappear liao. Haiz, very sad today, totally got no mood to work liao! Count money also count wrong, why am I so sad! This is the second time liao, everytime i got that feel, the hang of it liao, he kena transfer out. Why did I told him Yong Kum Seng is my boyfriend! I am so heart pain today, like very sad like that, why like that ar, I really like him ar?

Work...
Cannot concentrate! Totally cannot, whole mind fills up with his name. Arghz, saw my x, he talk to me and cover his eyes. He tell everyone the air con is not spolit, and if it happens to fall below 18 degrees, he said it is okay de, not enough, he sms me , and tell me again and tell me not to reply thank you. A totally weird guy!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Moody

Work
Start work at 10.50am. Very long never work le, don't feel like working. Management sux! Almost overslept today.

Love Matters...
Today is his last day at Ang Mo Kio s11 last day off work. He is promoted and would be transferred to other locations. I don't know when we got the fate to meet again. Got yoga, got an excuse to buy guava, actually was to peep at xiao qiang. End up he wasn't there. Then after yoga, got an excuse to buy chicken chop, didn't see him again! Great dissappointment.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Disappointment

School
Audit class today. I predicted that the class is boring, so I crash class. Went to Investment Management Overseas Class with Jorraine. That Overseas lecturer, what he mention today was not mentioned on the previous class! So many errors to be corrected. Glad that i am there, but towards the end of the lesson, can see that he is rushing through.

Love Matters?!?
Went to Ang Mo Kio s11. Knew that xiao qiang today off, as my boyfriend did told me. Ate with Jorraine there. Haiz. dissappointed...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Problems...

Exam Stress!!!
Exams is coming in less than two months, i am feeling very uncomfortable. I think i haven studied enough. I just don't know where to start from. After attending the overseas revision, I find it quite useful and I had learn quite a lot from it. But still, there is still a lot to catch up on. My lecturers all damm good =). So wish me luck to pass all with FLYING COLOURS!

Love Matters...
Yong Kum Seng, my current boyfriend, almost two years relationship. He just do not want to quit smoking! Two years ago, he said smoke less, two years later, he still smoke 8 sticks per day, i do not see a cut down. Anyway, is our relationship fading? I seems to like a lot of people leh... actually one more only. xiao qiang. He got promoted, now same rank with yong kum seng liao, and is going to be transfered out of ang mo kio soon. Haiz, no fate bah. To think back that time he was the one who start wooing me first then yong kum seng comes along only later. I see a lot of changes within him in these two years, becoming more like yong kum send to a certain extent, maybe is I think too much =(. From someone who hates smokers, he used to think that why smokers got breaks and non smokers no breaks, to now a smoker. I jus felt disappointed that i wont get to see him again le.

Family Matters...
I still hates my DAD! He always bully my mother! Makes my mom cries. Gamble and blame on everything when he lost money. From loansharks, now to credit card loans. I HATE HIM!

Conclusion
I am not HAPPY!