Monday, April 20, 2009

Shooting Star

Night Outing
Went out with yong kum seng at night. Sat outside of 7-11. Talk about work, gossip about my irrating dad. Then suddenly I saw a shooting star! The third time i saw a shooting star in singapore! This shooting star was the brightest I had seen, and it was big and blue, it flew damm fast! OMG!

Family
My dad made my mom cried. Took her motorbike end up she have to walk to her line dance place. My mom wanted to fetch me to work, end up I had to go myself last minute, just because he took the motorbike without saying! He wanted my mom to write a quotation, when my mom ask him whats the amount and how he wanted it to be typed, he said my mom was irrating! I HATE HIM!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Boring studies...

Studies
My MA overseas lecturer was boring, i fell asleep, cant get what she was talking also. I got my paper back only got 18 marks, but what can i expect when i did only one and a half question out of 4 question. but then i got two good in my essay!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Tired...

Work
Today candy bar closing with Jiang Jun, Nigel, and Yew Kai! Jiang Jun getting slacker each and everyday, Nigel see mood work, Yew Kai attachment so he cant be bother. When i reached there, candy bar was quite empty, then Jiang Jun, Nigel and Yew Kai went out to buy food for themselves! They just start work less than half an hour ago! I was damm pissed off, they came back, and three of them start eating there, and still no one top up, I ask other people to help instead, then I told nigel and Yew Kai off, and while Jiang Jun i totally ignored him! I guess he knew something was wrong, then he quickly find something to do. Vwey tiring today, but still ended 5 minutes early.

Dream
I dreamt that i was studying at the pavement with xiao wen, when suddenly my mom came out and spot check. Then i heard got police de siren, then Yong Kum Seng came along, then as usual, we went to see what happen. When we reached, we saw xiao qiang commit sucide, then after that yong kum seng gave me xiao qiang clothes, then he took his bag, then we together took it and were looking for a letter with his last words, but too bad cannot find, but we found a love letter to Jane, then i woke up liao.

Love Matters!

Yong Kum Send die die also duno want to quit smoking how?

Friday, April 10, 2009

Happy +0

Love Matters...
Got over with xiao qiang! haha... Must remember i Love Yong Kum Seng!

Work.
Closing Candy bar with Sew kee, rauf, zuliana! I abit slack today, popcorn burn my hand got 6 bubbles! Pain pain! Ended 5 mins after our supposed time. But was fun =). Yong kum seng help me apply medication after work.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Politics at GV

Work
Joyce did opening, I did mid shift. I was playing with roushen, cause she never do her closing properly, together with the other people la. Then we bully her, tell her must help candy bar, because candy bar was quite empty, Joyce have her own personal matters. Then left me alone at candy bar, pack nachos, top up, pack nuts, stocks came in, arrange stocks, damm a lot to do sia. Then i told roushen, I will revenge her for giving me a hard time today. Then next thing i knew was Mardiana cried! Because she was the one doing stock take yesterday! And it sounds like i blaming on her i suppose. But i swear i dun mean it, really felt gulity sia. But ended up, she say it wasn't because of me, its because, she kena backstab by the Gv small gang, which is also her closest friends in GV.

Note : GV small gang => people who always hang around at the smoking area, they might also call it SA, whether got session or not, they also hack care, they also invented one new rule, according to them, smoke first then top up or cleaning things. Always there to gossip and create more and more trouble.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Why does my heart aches?

Family Matters#$%^
I hate my father! I really hate him! He gambles, gambles & gambles! He always claims that he can repay all his debts! end up he cant even repay a single, everytime have to depend on my mother! If really can no need to always ask my mother for help liao la! b*st*rd! I always hate him! He blames my mother for asking him to quit gambling, he said because he quit gambling, he got no income! Now he borrow from his credit cards! So what we have to pay for him that is it? That is legal lending of money, our pastlife owe him ar! Arghz feel like beating him up!

Love Matters...
Xiao qiang disappear liao. Haiz, very sad today, totally got no mood to work liao! Count money also count wrong, why am I so sad! This is the second time liao, everytime i got that feel, the hang of it liao, he kena transfer out. Why did I told him Yong Kum Seng is my boyfriend! I am so heart pain today, like very sad like that, why like that ar, I really like him ar?

Work...
Cannot concentrate! Totally cannot, whole mind fills up with his name. Arghz, saw my x, he talk to me and cover his eyes. He tell everyone the air con is not spolit, and if it happens to fall below 18 degrees, he said it is okay de, not enough, he sms me , and tell me again and tell me not to reply thank you. A totally weird guy!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Moody

Work
Start work at 10.50am. Very long never work le, don't feel like working. Management sux! Almost overslept today.

Love Matters...
Today is his last day at Ang Mo Kio s11 last day off work. He is promoted and would be transferred to other locations. I don't know when we got the fate to meet again. Got yoga, got an excuse to buy guava, actually was to peep at xiao qiang. End up he wasn't there. Then after yoga, got an excuse to buy chicken chop, didn't see him again! Great dissappointment.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Disappointment

School
Audit class today. I predicted that the class is boring, so I crash class. Went to Investment Management Overseas Class with Jorraine. That Overseas lecturer, what he mention today was not mentioned on the previous class! So many errors to be corrected. Glad that i am there, but towards the end of the lesson, can see that he is rushing through.

Love Matters?!?
Went to Ang Mo Kio s11. Knew that xiao qiang today off, as my boyfriend did told me. Ate with Jorraine there. Haiz. dissappointed...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Problems...

Exam Stress!!!
Exams is coming in less than two months, i am feeling very uncomfortable. I think i haven studied enough. I just don't know where to start from. After attending the overseas revision, I find it quite useful and I had learn quite a lot from it. But still, there is still a lot to catch up on. My lecturers all damm good =). So wish me luck to pass all with FLYING COLOURS!

Love Matters...
Yong Kum Seng, my current boyfriend, almost two years relationship. He just do not want to quit smoking! Two years ago, he said smoke less, two years later, he still smoke 8 sticks per day, i do not see a cut down. Anyway, is our relationship fading? I seems to like a lot of people leh... actually one more only. xiao qiang. He got promoted, now same rank with yong kum seng liao, and is going to be transfered out of ang mo kio soon. Haiz, no fate bah. To think back that time he was the one who start wooing me first then yong kum seng comes along only later. I see a lot of changes within him in these two years, becoming more like yong kum send to a certain extent, maybe is I think too much =(. From someone who hates smokers, he used to think that why smokers got breaks and non smokers no breaks, to now a smoker. I jus felt disappointed that i wont get to see him again le.

Family Matters...
I still hates my DAD! He always bully my mother! Makes my mom cries. Gamble and blame on everything when he lost money. From loansharks, now to credit card loans. I HATE HIM!

Conclusion
I am not HAPPY!