Why does my heart aches?

Family Matters#$%^
I hate my father! I really hate him! He gambles, gambles & gambles! He always claims that he can repay all his debts! end up he cant even repay a single, everytime have to depend on my mother! If really can no need to always ask my mother for help liao la! b*st*rd! I always hate him! He blames my mother for asking him to quit gambling, he said because he quit gambling, he got no income! Now he borrow from his credit cards! So what we have to pay for him that is it? That is legal lending of money, our pastlife owe him ar! Arghz feel like beating him up!

Love Matters...
Xiao qiang disappear liao. Haiz, very sad today, totally got no mood to work liao! Count money also count wrong, why am I so sad! This is the second time liao, everytime i got that feel, the hang of it liao, he kena transfer out. Why did I told him Yong Kum Seng is my boyfriend! I am so heart pain today, like very sad like that, why like that ar, I really like him ar?

Work...
Cannot concentrate! Totally cannot, whole mind fills up with his name. Arghz, saw my x, he talk to me and cover his eyes. He tell everyone the air con is not spolit, and if it happens to fall below 18 degrees, he said it is okay de, not enough, he sms me , and tell me again and tell me not to reply thank you. A totally weird guy!